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[Nov 8, 2009 | 1:24am] |
my homepage for the past cople of months has been photo.net and i haven't even been looking at the photographs on the site, just immediately clicking my GMAIL or FB bookmark. i don't even have a photo class this semester or next. film theory has taken up my whole life :( consciously upset about this decision. i just don't know how to fit photo in with film and working at urban and trying to have a social life. fuuckk. i just wish i did production. i'm taking digital moviemaking next semester so i should be less disgruntled.
i need a new canon. mine is dying :(
my photojournal must continue. i need to start up my archival tendencies again :)
it helps me.. decompress..
lol BLOGGING.
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[Dec 24, 2008 | 2:27am] |
i got into the new school.
Manhattan here I come :)
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| late night. can't sleep. |
[Nov 9, 2008 | 2:10am] |
this was my myspace profile for about two years and I took it off about a month ago.
What if the people you end up with aren't the one's you expected? So what? These are the people I love. Not just because they love me back, but because they're the most genuine people I'll ever meet in my life. They don't tell me what I want to hear. They tell me how it is. They tell me when I fuck up and they're the first ones out if you fuck with me. I have a tiny brown friend named kalei. Counterpart, even though I've only known her for a few months. Oh, and Mark the Coon is my boyfriend and he's perfect. this is my life. i couldn't possibly ask for more.
I love this. I wrote this in the midst of change, except nothing's changed since then really... Yet everything's always changing. I'm 18 & I've stipulated that anytime between 18-25 (sometimes 30) are the best/worst times in peoples' lives. Everyone's trying to figure themselves out. Figure out their career goals, life goals... everything. It's a lot of pressure. I'm just hanging on to who and what I know and blindly forging my path.. I guess that's it.
Pre-college everything I ever did in my whole life was meant to be put on a transcript and sent to the college of my choice. Last year it was Hampshire College. This year it's Eugene Lang.
Shit's nuts.
I had romanticized dreams of a tiny liberal arts education in New England. When I got it, it wasn't as satisfying as I had hoped. My heart just wasn't in it. However, Hampshire College is definitely not to blame. That school has changed my life forever -- more than I know I'm sure.
New York City here I come.
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[Jul 14, 2008 | 1:11pm] |
so it seems
that i am always mid existential crisis.
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[Feb 19, 2008 | 2:42pm] |
what an uneventful year for my LJ.
JAN
Winter break, where did you go?
FEB
It's so cold out! Yet, snow is nowhere to be found.
MARCH
i got into Hampshire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
APRIL
Have you ever felt so irrational, you sought out that one person you know would put you back in your place?
MAY
JUNE
I can't believe summer's here again.
JULY
smoking cigarettes has done detrimental things to my health.
AUG
everybody wants one thing:
LOVE.
September
i've been at college for 2 weeks
TG came to visit me the first weekend.
OCT
it's cold in Massachusetts.
I bought pants.
... it happens.
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[Oct 31, 2007 | 2:11am] |
yo.
check it out.
It was just easier to do it this way... so i think i might keep uploading it onto flickr.
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[Oct 1, 2007 | 3:57pm] |
it's cold in Massachusetts.
I bought pants.
for the first time in 3 years
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[Sep 13, 2007 | 11:25pm] |
i've been at college for 2 weeks
TG came to visit me the first weekend.
mark came for just the night on Tuesday.
I'm going home for just Friday.
... soooooooooooo what can i say. Home is where the heart is, but Hampshire ain't called CAMP HAMP for NOTHING!!! loving every single thing about it. If only there was a Coons in closer proximity.
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[Aug 13, 2007 | 8:10pm] |
everybody wants one thing:
LOVE.
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